The hotel room, which had appeared welcoming at first, now seemed unbearably seedy. It was not the hotel room’s fault, Melissa knew. She was renting the room for what her brain insisted on calling a clandestine encounter. Sitting on the bed and waiting for the other person to arrive gave her a lot of time to think about how many other such encounters the room had seen.
Too many. Melissa hopped to her feet and dusted off her skirted rear. For the tenth time she pulled up the Pampr app on her phone. LittleDuck999’s profile was open from the last nine times Melissa had checked. The girl’s profile picture was cute with her onesie and pacifier – cute enough to get Melissa into the hotel room in the first place.
Five minutes from when her date was supposed to show, Melissa panicked. I can’t do this! She grabbed her oversized purse and yanked the door open – to a shocked looking girl on the other side. Without her baby outfit, the girl looked hot instead of cute. She was also a good six inches taller than Melissa.
With her strong broad face and the way she filled out her A-line dress, Melissa didn’t get a Little vibe from the girl at all. How is babying a larger woman even supposed to work? If her date hadn’t so effectively blocked the door, Melissa would already have squeezed past her into the hall.
“H-hi. I’m Talise. Are you um – MommyMM?” Talise’s awkward wave and pigeon-toed stance restored the girl’s cuteness enough to take Melissa out of panic mode.
“You can call me Melissa.” Shuffling backwards, Melissa surreptitiously dropped her purse behind the door. Smooth. Now I totally don’t look like I was about to rush out in a panic.
“Are you nervous?” Talise slipped into the room and tucked her dark hair behind her ears. “We got so excited chatting, but then I got here and I kinda wished we’d met at a restaurant first, or something.”
“Me too. We still could if you want – the room’s paid for already but that’s okay.”
“No uh, I’d feel bad. Can we talk for a bit?”
“Of course.” Melissa took a seat on one twin bed, Talise picked the other. Unease fell on the room like a shroud. Both women fidgeted and looked away as soon as the other stole a glance at them.
Some Mommy I am. Melissa grumped at herself. I didn’t bother to make sure the room would have a good sized bed, I can’t break the ice, she must be so disappointed in me.
“I like your dress, it’s really pretty.” Talise watched her lap as she spoke.
Melissa looked down at her purple-plaid swing dress. She’d felt silly in it as soon as she put it on. The dress’s round belt buckle leaned hard into 1950’s aesthetic – it felt like a Halloween costume.
“That’s sweet of you to say. It’s kind of over the top, isn’t it?”
“No, it’s got a really cool mommy vibe.” Talise squirmed. “I think it’s hot. I didn’t wear any Little stuff at all but I h-have some in my bag.”
Melissa’s gaze fell on the travel carry-on bag Talise had brought. There was room in a bag that size for quite a bit of Little stuff, diapers included. Neither of them had committed to involving diapers in their chats. I wonder how far Talise went with her packing.
“Do you want to show me some of it? You don’t have to put it on if you don’t want to.”
“I do, but I’m embarrassed.”
Melissa put a hand to her lips to stifle a giggle. Talise’s hesitancy kindled Melissa’s desire to take care of the girl. What are we here for anyway? Let’s recapture some of the feeling we had in chat.
“Can you come sit next to me, Talise?” Melissa patted the bed next to her. The girl was on her feet instantly – then hesitated to cross the short gap. She shifted her weight from foot to foot, hands pressed to her belly.
“Come sit down please, Little girl.” Melissa patted the bed again. “I promise we won’t do anything you don’t want to do.”
As swiftly as she’d stood up, Talise planted herself next to Melissa. She mumbled something as she sat, her face turned away.
“What was that? I didn’t hear you.”
“Can I call you Mommy?” Talise’s cheeks were dark with blush, her eyes fixed on the ground. “I want to but if you don’t it’s okay.”
“You can call me Mommy if you can look at me when you’re saying it.” Melissa reached slowly for Talise’s chin, making sure the girl saw her hand before she was touched. Though she trembled, Talise allowed the touch. Melissa’s gentle pressure turned the girl’s head to face her.
“Mommy?” Talise looked terrified, but there was longing and sweet desire in her eyes as well.
Melissa shivered and smiled. “I’ve never had a girl call me that before – I like it. Can I call you Tally?”
“Please no.” Talise winced. “That um – anglicizes my name. Talise is a traditional Oneida name.”
“Oh, sorry!”
“It’s okay.” Talise bit her lip. “Without doing a whole language lesson, you could say, Talha. That kind-of means little-Talise.”
“Talha?” Melissa smiled hopefully, caressing Talise’s cheek. To her delight, Talise giggled and smiled bashfully.
“Yeah, that’s fun.”
Giving in to impulse, Melissa put her arm around Talise’s waist. They leaned against each other nervously, trading silly smiles and giggles for a few minutes. Melissa’s heart raced when she saw Talise tilt her head and part her lips – but she hesitated for too long and the moment was lost.
“Why don’t you show me something you brought?” Melissa patted Talise’s lower back.
“We really don’t have to use everything in my bag – or any of it. I got carried away packing.” Talise unzipped her bag and peered inside. Blushing cutely, she fished around in the bag and pulled out a pacifier on a brightly colored ribbon.
With trembling hands, Melissa took the pacifier from Talise. The girl’s welcoming passivity steadied Melissa’s nerves and gave her the confidence to clip the pacifier’s ribbon to Talise’s dress. “I don’t think we need this right now, I’m enjoying talking to you. If you get overwhelmed later it’ll be handy to have it here.”
“Thanks – Mommy.” Talise was so adorable in her nervousness that Melissa had to put her hands around the girl.
There were many things Melissa wished she was brave enough to do. She wanted Talise in her lap, or lying cuddled against her on the bed. Her hands itched to diaper check the girl – or dress her up like a darling Little baby. Melissa already found it hard to think of Talise as larger than her, or as anything but the Little girl she’d had so much fun chatting with on Pampr.
“I’m having a lot of fun – but I want to go slowly. Can you tell me if you’re getting overwhelmed or you want to stop, Talha?”
“Yes Mommy.” Talise nodded vigorously. “I’m having fun too. I have tummy-butterflies.”
Melissa giggled. “Me too. It’s not easy to go slowly with you. I keep wanting to…”
Talise watched Melissa wide-eyed until anticipation overwhelmed her. “What do you want to do?”
“Diaper check you…” Melissa blushed and hastily added, “or dress you up or – something.”
“I’m not wearing anything to check.” Talise squirmed. “I could put one on um – in the bathroom.”
“Let’s look at them first.” Melissa stroked Talise’s back in slow circles. “Can you open your bag for me so I can see?”
“O-okay.” Blushing to the tips of her ears, Talise pulled her carryon bag into her lap and opened it up.
Melissa’s eyebrows shot up. The Little girl hadn’t been kidding when she said she’d gotten carried away. There were half a dozen diapers stacked together, as well as a pair what looked like swim diapers or pullups. A large stuffie was curled up in a corner next to gauzy fabric that seemed like the skirt of a Little dress. More clothes were jumbled together in another corner, if they were accessories for the dress or pieces of another outfit, Melissa couldn’t tell. A baby bottle and a bag of normal toiletries completed the suitcase. She probably kept adding things until the suitcase was full – instead of planning out exactly what she wanted to bring. That’s adorable.
“You’re a good girl, so prepared. I remember when we chatted you said you had trouble putting a diaper on by yourself.” Melissa tugged one of the pullups out of the diaper stack and laid it out across the Little dress. “How about you put this on? Would you like that?”
“M-yes.”
“Listen to me for a minute, Talha.” Melissa ran her fingers through the Little girl’s hair. “Pullups are for girls who know when they need to go potty but don’t always make it there on time. If you have an accident without saying anything, I’ll have to put you in a diaper.”
“Y-you will?” Talise looked at Melissa with nervous, saucer-sized eyes. The poor girl was practically panting, Melissa could see Talise’s pulse jumping in her neck. A look like that from a “regular” girl would have been Melissa’s cue to pin her to the bed.
“That’s right, I will.” Melissa leaned in, closed her eyes, and kissed Talise. She could hear her pulse roaring in her ears as Talise sweetly yielded. The Little girl was soft and warm, whining greedily when her mouth opened to accept Melissa’s tongue.
They were both panting when the kiss ended, their hands glued to each other. Melissa took a shuddering breath and pressed her forehead against Talise. “You’d better go put that on or I’m going to put you on your back.”
Talise hesitated, swaying back a bit. They both wanted it, could both smell that the other woman’s desire. But they’d been looking on the Pampr app for something more than a regular lesbian hookup. Something special that couldn’t be so much as be mentioned on most dating apps.
“O-okay Mommy.” Talise’s voice was husky. She took the pullup to the bathroom, hesitantly at first, then fleeing behind a quickly closed door.
Melissa pressed her hands to her belly and down her legs. Her energy found an outlet in putting the suitcase on the other bed and laying Talise’s clothes out. The gauzy skirt was attached to a pink satin top with spaghetti straps. She found pink tights that could go with the dress or be an accessory to the shortalls and t-shirt that were packed above a pair of pink sneakers.
At the sound of the bathroom door, Melissa turned and smiled at Talise. “Did you manage to get them on?”
“Yes Mommy.” Talise squirmed, hands clasped behind her back.
“You know I have to check, don’t you?”
“Yes Mommy.” Talise pressed herself against the wall as Melissa approached.
“Lift your skirt.” Melissa smiled approvingly as Talise pulled her skirt up to show off her purple flower-print pullups.
Talise was quivering with anticipation, holding her breath. Melissa had to smirk at the girl’s confused squawk when she was bypassed in favor of the bathroom. “Somebody left panties on the floor in here.”
“Wha-what?”
“Are these yours?” Melissa dangled a pair of cute pink-satin panties on her finger in front of Talise.
“Y-yes Mommy.”
“Talha, these are wet right here, see?” Melissa stretched Talise’s panties between her hands, pointing the damp crotch at the Little girl.
“I-I-I-I-I…”
“You’re a good girl for showing me your pullups, but I’m going to have to check inside them, after seeing your panties like this.” Melissa put her hand gently on Talise’s bare leg. “Do you understand?”
Talise could only nod her head in reply, her words trapped behind her deer-in-the-headlights expression. Melissa drew her hand upward, stroking Talise’s thigh. She let her fingers wander over Talise’s pullup for a bit before teasing at the padded garment’s waistband.
A mewling gasp came out of Talise. Her hands were white-knuckled on her skirt and she was trembling, but not in fear or nervousness. The Little girl’s eyes were dilated – she couldn’t stop licking her lips. Melissa stared into those hungry eyes and slipped her hand inside Talise’s pullup. Her fingers found soft, shaved skin and damp fabric.
Melissa’s mouth met Talise’s at the same time that she crooked a finger inside the Little girl’s soaking slit. Talise moaned into the kiss, her soft mound pressing into Melissa’s hand. Wasting no time, Melissa cupped one of Talise’s perky breasts through her dress and slid a second finger inside the girl.
Talise’s hands swarmed Melissa’s body, roaming across her shoulders, bust, and back. The Little girl’s touches favored any place they could find skin, though she wasn’t shy about pushing Melissa’s right dress strap off her shoulder. Melissa tangled tongues with Talise and shoved her fingers inside the girl to the hilt.
A loud cry burst out of Talise, she threw her head back and clung to the wall. Melissa pressed up against the Little girl, pinning her and relentlessly plunging her fingers in and out of Talise. As worked up as the Little girl was, she crying out in rising moans immediately.
Melissa’s teeth nipped Talise’s neck and sent her over the edge, working her fingers against the firm spot inside Talise for all she was worth. When the Little girl came, it was better than Melissa had hoped for, with a big splash of liquid pumping out across Melissa’s hand and into Talise’s pullup. She braced herself against her new Little, holding her through trembles that began in Talise’s shaking legs and set her whole torso quivering.
With a firm arm around Talise’s waist, Melissa helped the girl to the bed and laid her back. Talise was passive and panting – offering no resistance as Melissa put the pacifier in her mouth. She murmured softly when Melissa pulled down her sopping pullup, but it was more a sound of relief than a question or protest.
When Melissa spread a diaper out and slipped it under Talise’s rear, the Little girl finally made a true questioning noise. A kiss from Melissa on the girl’s thigh and gentle pets on her belly got her calmed down and making happy noises again. After quickly grabbing a package of wipes from her purse, Melissa cleaned Talise’s sticky mound.
Wrapping Talise’s diaper around her waist had Melissa’s hands trembling. A look at Talise’s face showed anticipation – and a lip trembling to match Melissa’s hands. Melissa took her time, tugging the diaper snuggly into place before finally setting the tapes. She climbed onto the bed and pulled Talise with her until they were cuddled together with their heads on the pillows.
It took a long time for their pounding hearts to calm as they lay in each other’s arms. Melissa took the pacifier out of Talise’s mouth, but the girl was silent. While they waited, it seemed at times like one of them might say something. Then Talise’s diaper would crinkle and they’d both return to wordless, blushing cuddles. Kisses were the icebreaker they needed. Slow, passionate kisses brought them out of their kinky nervousness and into a comfortable embrace.
“Was that okay? I stopped checking with you when I started touching you.” Melissa nuzzled Talise’s cheek.
“Yes. So much yes.” Talise sighed happily. “What now?”
“We’re going to watch Bluey while you finish calming down. I have some snacks in the fridge.” Melissa kissed Talise gently on the forehead. “Though you did lose your potty privileges, Talha.”
“Wh-what? Why? Mommy!”
“You soaked that pullup and didn’t even try to make it to the bathroom.” Melissa grinned.
“I – I guess I did.” Talise giggled, tucking her face into Melissa’s shoulder.
“Before you get a diaper change, you’re going to do something for your Mommy. You can use your pretty fingers or mouth, whichever you…”
“Mouth.” Talise licked Melissa’s neck. “I like putting stuff in my mouth.”
Melissa shivered and arched her back. “It’s going to be a long Bluey episode.”
“We better get started then.” Talise nibbled along the bustline of Melissa’s dress. “You said something about snacks?”
Laughing, Melissa pulled Talise’s face up for passionate kiss that ended with the Little girl pinned to the bed. Melissa was glad the room had two beds. The one they were laying on was going to be in no condition for sleeping.