“Navi, I kept my pullup dry!”
Monserrat gaped at Jenna, wondering for a moment if she’d heard one of her fantasies instead of what her fiancé actually said. A spring breeze blew across them, perfumed by rain-damp earth and wildflowers. Shifting mentally to Navi, Monserrat’s face broke into a goofy grin. Public or not, she couldn’t stop herself from gathering her Little girl in her arms and setting Jenny on her hip.
“You’re an amazing, darling girl.” Navi punctuated each word with a kiss. “You know I have to check for myself, though.”
“I know.” The easy way Jenny nodded at that spun Navi off her equilibrium again. Though there was no one nearby Jenny’s lunch spot, merely being picked up would have made her uncomfortable a month ago. That she was blasé about a diaper check – on top of proudly declaring she was dry was hard to believe.
In an effort to be mindful of Jenny’s normal redlines, Navi took a quick peek down her fiancé’s jeans and pullup before setting her down. She’s really wearing a pullup too. What happened today?
“Pristine padding, Little girl. Good job.” Navi took a seat on the bench and scoped out Jenny’s packed lunch. It looked really sweet, right down to a note written inside a heart. Which girlfriend was that? Niusha?
“Thanks Navi! I know you shouldn’t carry me like you do at home but, sitting on your lap would be okay, right?” Jenny was beaming and shy all at once, and it was driving Monserrat absolutely wild. She’d have given anything for superhero flight powers in that moment, to get them home at the speed of a sonic boom.
“Of course you can. If the hets can do it, nobody better complain.” Navi happily received Jenny on her lap, cradling her in more of an infantile position that was strictly normal. We won’t take it any further, but I can’t pass this up.
Jenny reached for her chips in vain, her frown turning to delight when Navi handed them to her. “Thanks, did you see my cool lunch?”
“It looks wonderful. Was that Nishi?”
“Nope, Rachel.” Jenny crammed a trio of chips in her mouth and munched like a squirrel,
“Slow down, Jenny.” Navi admonished, squeezing the Little girl’s padded butt. It was a dream to have Jenny on campus so Little, Navi had to keep reminding herself to keep her hands within bounds. “I got a text from Niusha, but it didn’t explain much. What’s with the pullup and the lunch?”
“Usha was babysitting me in the morning.” Jenny nodded as if that was the most normal explanation in the world.
Niusha is Usha now, huh? “And how did that come about?”
“I was in my diaper in the hall and got embarrassed, but she was really nice. Usha asked if she could get me ready for school and…” Jenny ducked her head shyly, “I said it was okay. I was Little all morning for Usha and Rachel.”
“I love that.” Navi kissed Jenny gently on the cheek. “Then your lunch got you into a Little mood again?”
“Yes.” Jenny squirmed. “There’s more about the morning though.”
“Go ahead and tell me, you goober.”
“Usha and Rachel – touched me. A lot, all over.” Jenny squirmed herself into a ball, tucked tightly against Navi. “It was really sexy, Navi. I wanted them to do more – also not.”
Jesús, María, y José. A tank top, sports bra, and thick leggings were suddenly far too warm for a spring day. She could picture her girls together in a variety of configurations – but asking Jenny how it went down was guaranteed to shatter her remaining control.
“Wow. You’ll have to tell me more – later. I love that too. Was it Jenny who wanted them to do more?”
“No, I didn’t want to do more this morning. I wanted to wait. Jenna wanted – to lie down on the dining room table for them.”
“Seriously sweetie, details later.” Navi shuddered and wiped a trickle of sweat off her eyebrow.
“It’s sexy for you to hear about it?” Jenny gazed up at Navi, her eyes big green pools. Navi could see all the way into the core of Jenny’s heart from her shining eyes, her fiancé had left her no barriers at all.
“It’s costing SO much willpower to not touch you everywhere they touched, right now. It makes my heart happy, and it makes me want your sexy body.”
Navi watched in awe as pure love welled out of Jenny, filling her to the brim and leaking down her cheeks as tears. With mighty tenderness, she crushed Jenny to her chest and kissed her fiancé’s soul by way of the Little girl’s lips.
“I don’t want to do school anymore today. I want to go home with you. Navi, please.”
“Jenny-bear, you have Maths still.”
To Navi’s amazement, there was conflict written on Jenny’s face. The girl who had dragged herself to Maths class with a broken bone, wasn’t sure if she wanted to go to class. The same Jenna who had to be kicked out by her professor for having active pneumonia, for a class she later tested out of, was seriously debating skipping.
“I shouldn’t but – but…”
“Baby girl, even if you did, I have practice – and I have a job today.”
“Oh.” Seeing Jenny crestfallen drove a spear into Navi’s heart. The Little girl recovered quickly, but Navi’s wound remained. Navi’s new superpower wish was for infinite money, so she’d never spend a moment away from her Little girl.
“It’s a really sweet idea. I’m blown away that you thought about it.”
“It’s a class near Dr. Hodge’s office anyway.” Jenny sighed. “I wish you could take me on your jobs.”
“I – I could for some of my clients. They might even pay extra. Is that – is that something you’d actually want?” What is up with my girl today? She is all-in on Little.
“I don’t know. I don’t know what it would be like to share you. If I got mad I’d ruin the job.”
“That’s not necessarily true, and even if turned out that badly, I could stand to lose one client. I’m more worried about your feelings getting hurt.”
“Maybe we could test it on a non-job. There are other girls like me, you have lots of clients. There have to be ones that can’t afford you. It’s not just – decadent rich girls, right?”
“It’s not. It’s something any kind of person might want to do. Even boys, you know.”
“Yuck! You don’t want to do stuff with boys, do you?”
Navi laughed. “Jenny-bear, that wasn’t very sensitive to bisexual people – or masculine people in general.”
“Sorry.” Jenny didn’t look sorry at all, prompting Navi to upgrade her laugh to a belly-laugh.
“My darling little gold-star-lesbian. Be good now.”
“Yes Navi.” Jenny reached for – or rather, pointed at her cookies. Navi handed them over to the Little girl’s delight.
“What’s going on, honey? I’m not sure I’ve seen you this Little in our private time.” A bell rang, signaling ten minutes to the hour. Navi settled Jenny a bit more conventionally on her lap in preparation for incoming students.
“Usha wants to maybe babysit me every morning.”
“That’s a big deal. We can talk about it, but it’s not an answer to my question.”
“You need to have a Little girl, right Navi?”
“I do – and I’m really lucky she’s somebody I love as much as you.”
“I need – to be a Little girl.”
“Since when?” A flood of students poured from the nearby buildings and crisscrossed the lawn. None of them looked particularly interested in a pair of lovebirds on an out of the way bench, but Navi kept an eye out for lookie-Lous all the same.
“Since this morning. That’s when I found out, anyway. I love our girlfriends but – it was different to be Little for them. Usha said I might get babysitting every morning, she could rotate with Rachel and maybe Lyssa would move in.”
Is she…? “Jenny-bear, do you want to be Little all the time? Do you want to go twenty-four-seven with ABDL?”
“No?”
“It sounds like you don’t know.”
“I don’t think I want it. Navi, it’s so good when we’re together like this. You feel it, I know.”
“I do. I love my brilliant mathematician too.”
“She’s in there, I can do maths when I’m Little – Navi, what if it makes me happy all the time?”
“That’d be wonderful. I don’t see how it’s a decision we have to make now, and we won’t be unless you’re very sure about it. There’s plenty we can add to see how you like being Little more often.”
“Like morning babysitting?”
“Yes. We could do full weekends too. That’s something we talked about but haven’t done yet. You’re not usually Little on campus either, other than today.”
“Can I be your Little girl all weekend this weekend? From bedtime on Friday to bedtime on Sunday?”
“I’d love that.” Navi lightly brushed cookie crumbs off Jenny’s lips and kissed her. “Are you going to be okay shifting back to being a big girl for class? We’re both almost at the end of our lunchtime.”
Jenny looked at the now-sparsely-populated lawn and nodded. “A few more minutes?”
“Of course, baby girl. More than that if you need a change.”
A big blush spread across Jenny’s nose, though her lips softened into a smile too. “You don’t even have stuff to change me.”
“Maybe I should start bringing it.”
“Navi – no – I’m sorry but I need Monchi. Are we crazy?”
“No, my love. We have a game that we like, and it doesn’t cause anyone else any problems.”
“I was thinking about grad school – conferences – awards ceremonies. If I win a Fields Medal, are you going to change my diaper before I go onstage?”
“Of course. No Little girl of mine would give an acceptance speech in a wet diaper.”
Jenna laughed, squeezing Monserrat with all her – self-admittedly puny – might. “Why aren’t we married yet?”
“I think there’s a license we have to get. Also, people usually have a party to mark the occasion.”
“That’s stupid. People are stupid. There’s nothing stopping married people from having a party.”
“Do you want to get married right away?”
“Do you?”
“I asked first!” Monserrat smirked, giving Jenna a sharp pat on the butt.
“Yes. Right now if we could.”
“I don’t think I’ll have time to get a license today, with work. I could pick one up by the weekend though. There’s a four day waiting period, so next week is the earliest we could do it.”
“You’ve done some research on it?”
“Yeah.” Monserrat smiled lopsidedly, feeling rare bashful heat in her cheeks.
“I love you Monserrat Navarrete.”
“I love you, Jennifer Michalski.”
“Jenna Navarrete?”
“Why not Monserrat Michalski?”
“Porque no los dos?” Jenna asked, in her usual atrocious Spanish accent.
“We could swap. I think it makes things easier to have the same last name though.”
“Jennifer Michalski-Navarrete and Monserrat Michalski-Navarrete?”
A slow sensation of awe started at the base of Monserrat’s scalp and prickled outward across her skin. This is real. We’re really going to do this. “I like that a lot. Are you going to practice writing your name in your school notebook?”
“When I’m Little, yeah.” Jenna smiled shyly.
“So we really can’t skip class, huh?”
“Jenny can consider it – but I can’t. I’m sorry love.”
“Don’t be, I don’t skip classes either.” Monserrat pulled Jenna in for an extended kiss, basking in the feeling of her fiancé in her arms. Jenna slipped off her lap as the kiss ended, gathering up her lunch debris.
“When do you get home tonight?” Jenna asked.
“Late. Nine at the earliest.” Monserrat sighed. “Ten if I have to meet with the volleyball couch after work. She keeps asking for a meeting and I don’t want it to land on my weekend.”
“I’ll be waiting for you.” Jenna rose to her tiptoes to deliver a final kiss before heading to class. Monserrat watched fondly as her fiancé’s posture changed, her shoulders hunching as she slipped into her analytical maths mode.
There are so many Jennas. I love them all.