A few days after her potty training breakthrough, Briana could safely say that she was a big girl who did not make messes in her diaper. Wetting was an issue that still came up daily, but more than half her trips to the bathroom were with a dry diaper. With her accomplishment came the privilege of eating at the table and having the same meals as her roommates. Anything too spicy or bitter on her plate would get ignored, to the point that Veronica made up a batch of formula when Jane made curry for lunch.
As an official big girl she was also allowed to wear clothes other than footie pajamas and onesies. Fun leggings with rainbows, gold stars, or brightly colored birds printed on them were definitely in rotation. Diapers were pretty obvious under her leggings but Briana didn’t mind. On the rare occasion that she took a car ride Veronica usually put her in a pair of shorts anyway. A series of cute animal and dinosaur shirts were her usual tops and she was currently engaged in a struggle with Jane over the shirt with the lioness on it. In Briana’s opinion that was always the right shirt to wear, no matter the state of its cleanliness. Jane unfairly insisted that the shirt only be worn when clean, and at most three times a week.
The quiet thumps and grunts of furniture being moved caught Briana’s attention that morning. She climbed the stairs with Alanna the lion under her arm to see her crib being moved out of Veronica’s suite.
“What’s going on?” Briana asked, her brows furrowed in worry.
“Moving this to your room.” Casey said, hefting the crib over the rail so it would fit through Briana’s door.
“Jane is moving in with me.” Veronica said, supervising Casey and Erin from a few feet back. “We need a little extra room and you’re doing well enough that you can be back in your own space.”
Briana hurried up the stairs and hugged Veronica. “Mommy…”
“You’re a big girl now, right?” Veronica stroked Briana’s cheek. “You can still come sleep with us if you need it, we’ll have the monitor in your room, okay?”
Briana nodded reluctantly. “Are you and dad getting married?”
“Maybe.” Veronica chuckled and ruffled Briana’s hair. “We’re not sure yet. Either way we’ll be here to take care of you, darling.”
“I hope you do!” Briana said. “Oh, can we watch a movie tonight?”
“You can watch a movie if you want.” Veronica said. “Jane and I are going out tonight. It’s a very grown up place, I don’t think you’d have fun there.”
“Oh. Well can Suzie watch it with me?” Briana asked.
“Suzie is coming out with us. So are Casey and Erin. We’re actually going to have Gary babysit you tonight.”
“Gary?” Briana bit her lip and looked down.
“What’s the matter?” Veronica asked. “You had fun with him before, and he wanted to babysit you.”
“It’s uh….” Briana’s heart felt heavy. Bad memories swirled at the edge of her thoughts. Being laughed at, not feeling safe. “But he’s not… he’s not somebody who lives here. It’s um, well, what if…”
“Briana, it’s okay.” Veronica kissed Briana’s cheek. “He’s not going to make fun of you. He likes you, and he’s seen you in diapers before. You two are going to have lots of fun. I got all kinds of chips and ice cream for tonight.”
“Okay Mom.” Briana smiled bravely. “But, what if something bad happens?”
“You can call me or text me any time you want.” Veronica said. “I think you’ll be having too much fun to want to do that though.”
Briana nodded, sighing in relief. There was still a nagging worry that she couldn’t shake. She stuck close to Veronica while her room was set up and through the rest of the day. The nervousness increased when she watched Jane and Veronica get ready from her seat on their bedroom floor. By the time everyone had gathered in the living room in their fancy dresses Briana was in a mild panic. Warmth gushed into her diaper, but she didn’t care. All she could do was fidget and fret.
Gary came in and grinned at the well dressed ladies. “Wow, everyone looks great. Especially you two!” He said, looking Veronica and Jane over. “Congratulations.”
“Thank you.” Jane smiled. “Briana is a little nervous, so you know. We have a lot of snacks and a pizza ready to cook for dinner.”
“Please call us or text us if there’s any need.” Veronica said. “Briana’s phone is on the coffee table, it’s ready with our number if she needs it.”
“I’ll take care of everything.” Gary said. “Go have a great time.”
Veronica and Jane both kissed Briana and hugged her. She clung to them and sadly watched everyone walk out the door.
“Hey kiddo.” Gary squeezed Briana’s arm. “You don’t look excited about movie and pizza.”
Briana squirmed. “Hi Gary.”
“I heard you’ve been doing a great job going to the potty!”
Briana blushed and looked down, a little whimper escaping her lips. The slowly cooling wet in her diaper felt like a betrayal for the first time in ages. “I-I was but I had an accident and I hafta go number two…”
“That’s okay.” Gary hugged Briana gently. “Do you need help?”
“I don’t want you to hafta…” Briana looked up in surprise as Gary took her hand and lead her into the downstairs bathroom.
“Oh, they put a changing table in here.” He said, positioning Briana in front of the toilet and peeling down her leggings. “That’s handy.” The diaper came down off next and right into the diaper pail. Gary sat Briana down on the toilet and waited.
“Is it really okay?” Briana looked up at Gary fearfully.
“Hon, Veronica and I had a long conversation on the phone about what babysitting you meant.” Gary unfolded a new diaper on the changing table. “It’s not a problem, go.”
Briana relaxed, tears springing into her eyes. There was a knot in her stomach that wouldn’t go away. She let Gary stand her up, trembling when Gary spread her cheeks to wipe away her mess. He caught her completely off guard when he put his arms around her and kissed her tenderly on the lips. At first she froze, but as the kiss deepened she relaxed, leaning into Gary.
Their lips parted, but before Briana could say anything she was lifted up onto the changing table. Gary kissed Briana again, slowly exploring her mouth with his tongue. She moaned softly when he cupped her breast and gently stroked it, running her hands over his broad shoulders.
“Not a big enough girl for a bra?” Gary asked with a smile, pulling Briana’s shirt up to her collarbone.
“I guess I didn’t think about it… for a while.” Briana arched her back, her nipples pressing firm into Gary’s hands. “You don’t… you don’t think I’m gross?”
Gary looked Briana directly in the eyes, his face hovering inches from hers. “I cleaned you up. I’m going to make love to you, right on your changing table. Then I’m going to put a diaper on you, and we’re going to watch a movie and eat pizza. Sound good?”
Briana quivered, there was wet between her legs that had nothing to do with her bladder. “And ice cream?”
Gary chuckled. “Yes. Ice cream and chips for my diaper girlfriend.”
Briana threw herself at Gary, wrapping her bare legs around his waist. They fumbled through another kiss, hands running over each other everywhere they could touch. Briana lost her shirt right away and Gary worked himself out of his clothes as fast as he could to catch up.
Lying back on the changing table, Gary lifted Briana’s legs up into a changing position before parting them and running his tongue over her sopping sex. She cried out and grabbed the top rail of the changing table, flushing all along her body. Her pussy ached to be filled and she didn’t have to wait long. Gary pulled Briana’s hips to the edge of the changing table and slid into her, slowly but steadily filling her until his hips met her rear.
Briana moaned again, her voice echoing off the bathroom walls. A pacifier bumped up against her mouth and she took it in obediently, chewing recklessly on the rubber nipple. Their hips moved together frantically, the changing table squeaking and shuddering under them. Diapers and wipes fell to the floor when Gary slammed his hips forward hard. Briana vision popped full of stars, she felt warmth spreading inside her as Gary loudly groaned.
She hardly had time to come down from that when she felt Gary’s thumb on her clit, rubbing in slow circles. He was still hard inside her, she shuddered and moaned again. The pacifier fell out of her mouth as she cried out once, twice, arching her back high off the changing table. Briana collapsed into a sweaty mess, panting happily.
There was no need for words while Gary cleaned himself off and wiped the sweat off of her. He diapered her up with his warmth still leaking out of her, she giggled at that.
“What do you want to wear?” He asked. “Same outfit? Something else?”
“Do you want me to be a baby for you?” Briana asked, kicking her legs.
“I haven’t gotten to see that yet, could be fun.” Gary nodded.
“I have footie pajamas upstairs.” She held out her arms and Gary picked her up, carrying her up the stairs as easily as Casey did.
As he climbed the stairs Briana felt something like clouds parting in her mind. There wasn’t any shame, or shyness about being carried by Gary and wearing a diaper, but she remembered why there might be. She let him put her in her favorite pajamas, the full body pink ones with the cat hood and paw mittens.
Gary brought a pacifier to Briana’s lips but she gently pushed it aside. “Gary, can I talk to you for a minute?”
“Of course.” He looked Briana over curiously. “What’s up?”
“I feel um, adult all of a sudden. That doesn’t mean I don’t want to play, but I wanted to let you know.” She rubbed her mittens against her thighs. “It’s been a couple of weeks of me being, I don’t know. Half asleep? I want to thank you, and let you know that I really like everything we’ve done, in case you’re worried at all.”
“That’s terrific!” Gary smiled. “Veronica was hoping this would happen for you. She was a little worried when it hadn’t so far. Are you sure you want to play? You don’t have to be a baby tonight if you don’t want to.”
Briana nodded. “I want to be your baby, and Veronica’s, and Jane’s. I think I can go back to my baby thoughts if I want. I’m not scared of it any more. Do you still want a baby to play with tonight?”
“Yes.” Gary said, blushing a little to admit it without joking. “I’d like that.”
Briana relaxed, closing her eyes and letting sensation overtake her. The luxurious feeling of the soft pajamas, the thick diaper swaddling her crotch. She breathed in the scent of talcum powder and Gary, reached out to pick up Alanna. The clouds didn’t come back, there wasn’t a daze or dizziness. Her perspective shifted, she was small, Gary was big. Worries like jobs, money, embarrassment, and going to the bathroom weren’t something she had to care about. She giggled and held her lion up for Gary.
“Gary, this is Alanna.” She looked at the lion. “Alanna, this is Gary. He’s the babysitter, so you have to be a good lion and do what he says.”
Gary grinned, his eyes sparkling. “Hello Alanna. Why don’t we all go down and get the pizza started?”
Briana and Alanna were in unanimous agreement.